Yeah it's been a long long while. I went on vacation, had an awesome time, saw a lot of friends, pissed one or two off, got pissed off by one or two, met some new ones, (Go Rok!), got to know some old ones a little better, realized some stuff about myself, sat behind a guy on a plane with Tiret's Syndrome, came home, went to work the next day, learned a lot more about said job, thought about quitting, joined a gym, quit Weight Watchers, got a dog, and then remembered that maybe I should write some of this down. Then I got busy with a bunch of other crap and well, there you have it.
I would love to elaborate on a lot of those points, but people who play directly in to the above links read this diary and I don't feel like explaining myself. Let's just say that I came to realize that a lot of my friends are really cool people and that a few of them are real dickheads. That's ok, I love them anyway. I gave Josh some shit that I still think I should apologize for, but other than the harsh words, I really feel like all I said was the truth, and he should've found it just as funny as I did at the time. Granted I was drunk and it was mean, but he could've said goodbye when he left... It was like he was just taking off and we would see each other tomorrow. Oh well, I guess. I think I would've liked to see Margie, she really honestly wanted to see me while I was there and I feel slightly bad for not making the time. Christ though, I was at Josh's house twice! She coulda walked up right? Another Oh well. I would like to be able to come out and spend about 10 days next time though... I think that 7 was not enough, considering I was flying 2 of those days.
I dealt with a couple demons though, and that was eye-opening. When I saw the person I speak of I almost shit my pants. I was glad that Jeff was there. To think I could've ended up looking like THAT. It's enough to make anyone go sober. I didn't want to see him, but I was suckered in to it, so I figured, "What the hell, might as well go tempt yourself, it's been two years after all..." but I was really repelled by the whole visit. I think it was exactly what I needed.
And yeah, the Dog got a dog. His name is Cooper. I have wanted a dog for so long that I can barely believe I finally have one. I was really not looking though, and Coop kinda fell in my lap. I took him so that my friends here would shut up about me taking him. He has been a dream... I really enjoy his company. I will have pictures in the Yahoo profile soon. He is half black lab and half pit bull. He just LOVES THE SHIT outta me. He is really good. Makes me happy to come home. I don't even mind getting up really freaking early so that he can go out to pee. I mean, I have an apartment, so you really have to be responsible for EVERYTHING he does naturally as a dog, due to the lack of space and well, fences. He's a good boy though. I just wish I wasn't the only female in my house though. I know how my dad felt now, being the only guy for so long. I have since decided that the plants are all female. The girls and I sit together every night and smoke a ciggy together while I water and tend to their needs. Hey, a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do.
So yeah. I think that is about all I got in me for tonight folks. I will tell you more about more random crap soon. I need to devote some time every night to my d-land, I am beginning to miss it!
Until Later,