So on to other topics. Jeff's promotion has been delayed again. This time for only two weeks they SAY, but they say a lot. He came in this morning bearing breakfast to break the news to me. I didn't even feel like eating when he was done, not that I really felt like eating once I realized it was simply to soften the blow of something I was NOT going to like... and sure enough, I didn't like, but he kept apologizing and for that I felt bad. I was and am not mad at him, I am merely PISSED at his job, and he has no control over that yet. I know I am being selfish, but for Christ's sake I might as well live alone! It gets rough after a while and I know I said I could handle it but it has been months. I'm just tired of it. How can I not be? I just can't keep up the facade of it being ok anymore and if that makes me selfish and unreasonable, then so fucking be it right?
I dunno, everything sucks right now.
Freaking two days away from not sleeping alone every night.
Bastards.
Ok better now. Not quite right, but better.
grrr... I'll come back soon when I have a better topic to spew forth about. Maybe this Titan game we have been playing will come up. It's uber fun, and we are playing again Saturday night. What I think is fun is that it's one of those difficult time consuming games my dad plays with his friends, and I have been invited, I am the only girl, and I am good. Tee hee, that's always nice to hear when you are a newbie. Kicked some major butt the first time I played. I died, but I kicked butt before then!!
Allright then, I think I am going to go to lunch.
Until later,