I am so kidding...
I can not believe how absolutely tired I am. I work at a desk for christ's sakes... It just happens to be 80 degrees in my office. Yet I still have to run around and give messages and keep Dina and Sherif happy and it gets really fucking irritating after a while. I like them both when they are in a good mood, but once they get stressed it's like living under a bomb attack. Everyone there has this attitude that the world is going to end in the next five minutes, and the 3 of us who are kinda like "eh, fuck it" are stuck standing there with our jaws mixed up on the floor. I am wishing my life away every day just waiting for friday. But enough about work, lets talk about something else inconsequential and pointless. Was that redundant?
Was that redundant?
So I am tired. I made dinner and now I am sitting around doing this. Its loads of fun. I need to get more sleep I guess, I tend to get it in about 3 to 4 hour chunks, and I think that is not working out for me. Yawn...
So the great look for an apt still goes on, although I have heard about a decent neighborhood with a lot of two bedroom houses for rent and its closer than the apts we are looking at. I have been giving Sue a ride to work in the mornings and she is also looking, so while I pass on the three bedrooms, she passes on the two bedrooms. It works out for both of us to have someone looking out for us. I hope to find a house, despite how nice the apt may be, but they can't seem to get their shit straight. They have places available, but not clean enough to view at this point. grrrr. I am totally impatient. I just want to wake up next to him and not have to drive an hour and a half to see him. It's getting....difficult...at best. I love him as much as ever, but well, ya know... Yer Dog has issues with waiting.
So I think I am going to go talk to the Rok now, before I have to go do CHORES... Yeah reason number 5 million I want to move out.
~Black Eyed Dog
OK baby, you aren't whipped, but only if I can be this weekend.