So I apologize profusely for not updating at all the past few days... I have been playing with my boy. He goes home tonight, and it really sucks, but the past few days have been outstanding. He showed up on Friday and came over for dinner, met my dad and my sister and Ryan. He also had to meet Debbie and Matt, and he liked Matt, but we all know Debbie was a different story. We had a great night. Had carnitas, drank beer, sat around and watched everyone else smoke weed, and when it was all over and done Dad said he would like it if he could come over again when everyone was less fucked up. So I think Dad liked him. I know mom does, and the plain fact that dad invited him over again means that he likes him too. I have said that the next guy I dated would have to earn a seal of approval from my parents, as the last two, well, yeah... did not. Later I heard that everyone was really impressed with him, and Sarah even caught my eye and gave me the thumbs up. SO after all this, I finally got to see him again on Saturday and we spent the next two days lazing about. Slept in late, watched TV, went out to dinner, saw a movie, random stuff, and I have realized again that having someone else around is a good thing. Just being near him is enough to make me really happy. Then there is always the fact that he is just really great. The Dog is so serenely happy and ecstatic and in love that its almost comical to watch. Or disgusting if you don't like that kind of stuff. ;)
So he then had a job interview on Monday with a job near here, in Elizabethtown, which is only about an hour from here. I hope like hell that he gets it, being without him is like living a half life. I wish my life away until I see him again. The days without him don't seem to matter anymore. I still haven't yet heard if they called him back. From what I can guess though, he is a shoe in. That's gunna make things really good. My fingers and every other appendage I have are crossed.
Then I went to meet his mom and brother. I was so uber nervous... Those of you who read this and know me well know what a problem I seem to have with the mommies. So the whole hour and half drive out to Fairmont was spent with me biting my fingernails and smoking like a chimney. I actually considered taking a vicodin before I left just to calm my ass down. Yet I got there, and she was so super nice, and so was his brother. He was sleeping when I got there and so I sat around and chatted with mom and bro. They are both super nice and just as smart as Jeff, so we all got along really well. I felt really comfortable, and that was rare. So I finally went in and got Jeff's happy ass awake and then we hung out and he showed me around and then his mom said it was ok that I stayed the night as to avoid driving all the way back home in the dark. She let us stay in the same bed, in the same room, the very first night she met me. She likes me! They both did! I almost shit a brick when I heard that. I am very proud of myself. :D cheese! Oh and let's just say that Peanuts, is the cutest, most adorable snuggleable traitorous kitty around. He slept next to me for most of the night, or on me, just like Clyde used to. He actually looked for me when I was gone. It was a fantastic night. I never wanted to leave. We got up at 5:30 and he made me coffee and breakfast before I left. God I love this man, I don't ever want to love someone else ever again. He owns the eyes I want to stare into for the rest of my life and the smile I want to earn even longer than that. He looked at me and said something this weekend, and this is just one thing out of many, but I gave him a quizzical look and asked "what?" and he tells me, "Don't worry, I was just looking at you and imagining how beautiful our daughters would be." Swoon. Sigh. Smile. Repeat.
Ok Ok I am sorry, I know I don't need to wax on and on about this stuff, but I want to be able to remember every last bit of our time together this weekend. I really think I completely fell in love this weekend. It was neat. Anybody want a butterfly? I got a million in my tummy.
Oh and by the way, he has a cute younger brother, who is single... heh heh heh, my age I think... maybe a little older? I don't really know. I should take Raevyn and Rok to go meet him. ;) And they breed miniature horses. Surreal, let me tell ya... Its a horse, but its TEENY. Amazing, I felt like a giant.
So other than a craptastic day at work today, having to say goodbye and feeling generally like crap, I had a great day. Getting used to wearing glasses, which is funny, cuz I think I get treated differently now... just a bit, everyone at work has started calling me Teacher, or just Teach. So I guess I got my nickname. It's a good nickname, I always wanted to be a teacher.
Ok so PMS bitch is full of pizza, as it is the only food I crave when I am on the rag and I think I am going to go lie down. Yummy food coma. Periods that last two weeks suck ass. This birth control is really fucking me up. I can't wait to finish them so I can change up. I look like a pizza I have broken out so badly. Yay hormones... these better make it so that I can make babies. Grr argh, more later on that, I need sleep.