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2003-06-18

Well well well... what can I say about the past couple of days? Boring to say the least.. Man I thought being home without the family would be uber fun, but so far I haven't done a damned thing! I have plans for when Dad leaves again though, so maybe I can make up for it then. Gunna have people over and I am going to COOK... Like the dinner parties I used to have. Once in a while, only this time for 6 people and not 25. I am still trying to decide on a menu though, nothing too fancy, nothing seafood, no chicken, thats all Steve ever makes, nothing that Rick and I ever made together... I want to expand my horizons... I want to impress my baby, and my chef-catering friends. Ok Ok I just want to get drunk and have a good time. Well not DRUNK, but wine drunk, which is a good relaxed drunk...

So yeah, I am boring boring girl... My poor man on the other hand, now he has had a rough couple of days, but I am sure those will all go away once we are together. He called me last night and I have never heard him sound so... despondant. I totally don't blame him though, his night sucked. Night shift is always considered the clean up crew by day shift assholes. I felt so bad, and so unable to make him feel better. I hate feeling that way. I can't wait for him to quit that shit and come live with me. Hee hee hee, it's gunna be fooking great!

SO I have been talking to the Lobster for the past couple of days too, and it is loverly as ever. I hate missing her as much as I do, I need to get Jeff into the idea of moving to CA. Evil girl am I, always plotting and planning... Speaking of which, Jetta man, you need to let the Rok move in... It would be uber rad, and she is clean and has no cats. There, I meddled again! Mwah ha ha!

Thinking about getting another tat. I know I know I said I wouldn't get anymore after the fiasco that is my Coop, but I am feeling the urge again. Now I am not sure whats' going to happen if I continue to get the urge every 6 months. I know of only 3 more places I would get art done before I am out of room... but those places are well, um... big. Like my back, that's a heck of a lot of space, and my upper arms still have lots of room despite the ones I already have. I was hoping to have half sleeves one day, but that urge changes a lot. I know, what happened to the normal Dog we all knew and loved? The one who just had piercings? Well friends, she got inked, and it was all over. I have been trying to get things that signify parts of my life, and I like the idea of being a living history to myself. The tricky part is that history is created every second that passes. What do I put on me to tell the whole tale? How will I ever end it? Who would ever care? Will I ever have enough room? Will I ever be president?

Who knows?

Ok done with the semi-weekly rant now, going to go read more George RR Martin and hopefully be able to start an Ayn Rand sometime soon. Atlas Shrugged. Big freaking book...

~Black Eyed Dog

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