Futility
2002-12-10

Blah, nothing much new today, do this one will be short. Went to the temp gig today and realized just how much more time I need compared to how much I actually have... There's no way, and I have no idea just how to tell them this. I am going to go in really early tomorrow and work my ass off and hopefully I can get close, or at least they can ask the guy to wait for his manual and I can have another day. Maybe I wasn't the right person for this job, maybe if I brought my keyboard in it would go that much quicker. I keep making major mistakes in my typing, and since the board is so small compared to my ergo, I have to watch it and not the manual. Grr frustration. I feel bad for not living up to their expectations, but I don't see how anyone could have completely redone this thing in 3 days. It's like 50 pages long, and in the course of changes and double spaces and shit I now have 30 pages written, but I am only on page 22 of the manual. And with one more day to go.

Wow this is so boring.. I wish I had some interesting factoids or something, but I don't really. I am thinking of going to Wisconsin to meet a guy I met online. Hee Hee Hee. He is really wow. Big boy who I think is cute and who saw a pic of me and has fallen in love. He plays the bass in a local rap/rock band and he plays the tuba. He is in college and double majoring in music and telecom. He and I have talked quite a bit, and although I really don't know him, I think I like him. I gotta do something to get the ex and the tat guys off my mind, and y case.

Oh the ex, haven't talked about him in a while. He is having a dinner party tomorrow and all excited about it. He is excited cuz Kellie will be there, but he still doesn't know what I know about her and his little crush on her. I didn't let on at all, his life is his... I just wish I could get a straight answer outta him... He's kinda an ass when he wants to be.

Well that's about it for me tonight.., If I can't entertain ya' then why should I bore ya' right?

~Black Eyed Dog

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